3:10 am,I’m laying in bed and my pillow is soaking with tears.
This is my first full-on flare in a while.
But on the bright side I’m very proud of myself and how I was able to pull it through the entire day.
Today I had a photoshoot for my entry in the makeup awards, although I wasn’t completely satisfied but it was worth all the trouble.
I can barely move and I still have a long day of editing tomorrow but as for all I have done today, I clearly saw the flare coming.
I wish I can be okay though, you know? Be able to go out there & live my life without being scared of sleepless aching nights, without being forced to put the rest of my days on hold because of one long or tough night.